100 WATT wrote:
Yeah. I have a situation like you describe going on for about a year. Wishing I could "step out" that way as well, but with my work situation & being busy at home, it's hard to do, so I take it day by day. Hope whatever it is passes, or gets to where you can deal better with it.
sorry to hear you're goin thru the shits also Wattage
Its good that you could just keep functioning at some capacity, and hats off to you too! I guess having a family and stuff really demands that you keep your shit together to a degree, but with that comes extra pressure to function cause everyone is relying on you to hold it all together. I wish I could give ya a big hug! inbox me your vents if you need to!
I've always managed to deal with shit but this just unraveled me completely, everytime I start to think about the situation i just start crying and crying so i try not to think about it, but if i'm not thinking about it then i can't deal with it
Its just fucked... the only person that can answer my questions and knows the truth and circumstances is dead. The questions will never go away, they'll always be unanswered and unresolved, and its the other people in the equation that I feel the most for, I basically got the good deal of the bigger picture and they didn't
so I also have the guilt's about a lot of it.
damn bex that sounds like some heavy shit. i know we dont really talk, but my PM box is open if you ever need an ear to listen. i'm good at that. you too brother wattage!
and thank you! I really appreciate you just saying that! I may just have to take you up on the offer when I eventually figure out how to describe the situation succinctly so it doesn't take me a novel to tell the story.