that all sucks...but hey, at least you tried! like you said rather than missing out on something. ive done it before too. not with many things but with a few. was just going to let shit go because i knew it was hopeless, but i said hey, i wont be able to live with myself knowing i didnt give it my all and my best shot, so i did. it didnt work out but at least i laid it all on the line and did everything i could have done, so i cant say i regret NOT trying.
but someone shouldnt be mad at you for saying your feelings. she may not feel the same in return, so it might be weird, but she shouldnt be pissed about it.
as for the accident, you're right. it could have been alot worse! glad no one was seriously injured. hope your back feels better soon tho!
I don't think I pissed her off. I think she is more afraid of losing me as a friend. But then again I'm not a woman so I have no clue. Knowing her like I do, all of her relationships have blown up in her face, so that may also have something to do with it as well.
She has become a very close friend, and I think that it is a great building block for a strong relationship. But yeah I had to speak my mind before I let life pass me by, and I would be left with the question of what if?
Things will go the way they are supposed to go.
As for the back it will get better eventually. I just wish the spasms would go away now, it feels really wierd and causes pain after a while.
Thank you Grain!